Beginning Again Ch. 02
Eyl 5, 2023 // By:analsex // No Comment
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A sincere thank you to everyone who read chapter 1. All characters in this story are fictional adults. Any feedback – comments and/or votes – is gratefully accepted.
Nadja was a whore. Penniless. Blind. She lived in a musty one-room apartment with an unemployed ex-con – a man with a temper. Her very life was dependent upon his goodwill. Her family was a distant, painful memory. She didn’t have a friend anywhere in the world. Even her legal status worked against her; she’d been smuggled into the country at the age of fourteen. If they found her, she was sure she’d be deported.
And yet she was grateful. Her life hadn’t been this good in years.
She was on her knees, sliding Mac’s cock in and out of her mouth as he sat on the edge of the bed. His hands were in her hair but he wasn’t grabbing or pulling; he seemed to like the feel of it between his fingers. She fabricated a wanton moan and quickened her pace. Mac responded with a gasp of his own.
She felt no arousal – she never did – but could create the illusion. She’d been well-trained.
Nadja had woken him with long strokes of her tongue over his half-hard shaft. She was eager to prove herself, to show him that he hadn’t made a mistake by letting her stay in his apartment. It had been foolish to deny him her pussy last night, foolish to admit to him she was a whore. Why had she done it? To protect him? Who would protect HER?
She knew he would soon leave the apartment to continue his parole-mandated job search, and she would be alone, awaiting his return. Her entire life revolved around one person, and like always, that person wasn’t her. Mac was the latest man to control her destiny and so far he was proving to be the best she’d had in a long while. Of course, she’d only known him two days…
He came with a loud groan and she played her part, moaning again and slowing her pace, swallowing his bitter spend, coaxing every last spasm and spurt from his cock. She put on an adoring expression and looked up, pumping his cock gently with her hand and licking the last few drops from the tip.
“You’ve got an amazing cock,” she said in a breathy voice, “You taste so good.”
“Your mouth feels incredible,” he replied, still trying to catch his breath.
Practice makes perfect. Dozens of cocks; big and small, rough and gentle, latex-clad and unprotected. With no other options, she’d sucked whatever was thrust in front of her.
Early on, when she still had a small, blurry fraction of her vision and could make a credible threat to walk out on her pimp, she had some leverage and could insist on condoms, could try to keep the most abusive men at bay.
But when her blindness became total she lost even that weak influence and became dependent on Aden for everything. He told her where to go, what to do. Dictated what and when she could eat; how to dress, how to move and speak. Taught her the ‘proper’ way to serve a man and then rented her out in increasingly risky – but profitable – ways. Profitable for him, of course – she never saw a dollar of her earnings. Any resistance was quickly, brutally beaten out of her. Her life had descended into Hell.
And it was from the deepest layer of that Hell that Mac had rescued her.
Mac was dressing, so she moved to the old couch, out of the way, making contented eyes in his direction and every so often shifting to give him glimpses of her sex, sowing the seeds of lust inside him in hopes of reaping the results that evening upon his return. It was all she had to offer, the only thing that kept her off the cold streets.
She knew her place. She was a sucking mouth, a tight pussy, and – as rarely as possible – a yielding rear hole. Nothing more than that. It had been that way for as long as she cared to remember. Once upon a time her body had earned her a living wage but now it was barely enough to ensure a hot meal and a warm bed. And even those simple comforts weren’t guaranteed. She knew better than to take anything for granted.
“I’ll be back this afternoon. Wish me luck,” he muttered, obviously unhappy with the prospect of another day of futility.
“I’ll be thinking of you,” she said, sliding her fingers over her slit suggestively. She heard his quiet groan, then his footsteps leaving and the door closing behind him.
He was a good enough man, she decided. Flawed, but not malicious. Damaged, but salvageable. He was tenacious – struggling to achieve a life that she had given up on years ago. She admired and pitied him for that.
Even his awful temper had proved a blessing to her.
She wanted to believe that it had been courage that led her to attempt an escape from Aden. Courage, or maybe the last vestiges of her self-esteem asserting itself, causing her to rebel against the never-ending abuse, humiliation and danger that her pimp piled on her. But it hadn’t been courage or self-esteem or anything noble at all.
It had been terror in its purest form.
Mr. Gammage was the living embodiment of that terror. She first met him escort bayan kağıthane months ago. He was a brutal sadist whose idea of foreplay was to bend her baby finger back until it popped. He had smelling salts so even a retreat into unconsciousness had been impossible for her. Bound and helpless, she somehow survived three hours of nightmarish atrocity – hour upon hour of screaming, begging and praying for the mercy of death. At the end, he prolonged his own orgasm by breaking her nose with his fist.
It had taken four weeks to recover physically from her first trip to his playroom. She doubted she’d ever recover emotionally. She vowed never to go back, to cut her own wrists rather than endure his tortures a second time. Aden promised it would never happen again. He seemed irritated that she needed time off to recover, and loathe to grant it.
Her life had changed two nights ago.
She’d been in her tiny bedroom in the apartment she was forced to share with Aden when she’d heard Gammage’s voice outside in the hallway. Gammage and Aden talking, laughing. She could never forget that voice. The sound filled her with such dreadful horror that for a moment she thought it would kill her. Hoped for it. But unfortunately the heart of a twenty-year-old was too resilient.
She’d run to the window and forced it open with a strength fueled by terror. She knew her room was on the fourth floor; a jump would be crippling if not fatal. Nadja jumped without hesitation. Instead of a long drop she discovered a metal fire escape under her feet, and dressed only in a short slip, she was able to feel her way down to the alley below. A cold, heavy rain drenched her as she frantically felt her way along the wall of the alley, colliding with rough wooden crates and metal trash cans, her bare feet stumbling over bottles and pop cans and splashing through puddles. She had no way to know where she was going and didn’t care as long as it put distance between herself and Gammage.
She felt sudden pain in her shin as her leg was knocked out from under her and she landed hard on the cold, greasy concrete in the alley. Then a hand gripped her hair and pulled her to her knees. She heard Gammage’s voice close to her ear, mocking her attempt to escape, promising her an especially ‘memorable’ night…
She’d screamed; a desperate, final act. Gammage silenced her with a hard fist in her gut.
But Mac had heard. He’d come into the alley to investigate.
Gammage and Aden tried to warn him away. It was none of his business. Not worth him getting killed over.
And then, chaos. She was pushed aside and pain shot through the back of her head as it hit the ground. A struggle. Grunts. Screams. The clatter of trash cans being knocked over and scattered. The snap of a bone breaking. An agonized scream that abruptly cut off part-way through. Gammage’s voice, no longer smug and threatening, now begging, pleading. Another bone snapping. Silence. Then the sound of hard blows thudding into a body, again and again. Ragged breathing. A hand grabbed her wrist, lifted her, and then she was upside-down, hanging over his shoulder. Dazed from the blow to her head and reeling in shock from the terror, she hung limply and allowed herself to be taken.
And just like that, a new man had thrust himself to the centre of her life. A violent transfer of ownership had taken place.
She rose from the couch and started making the bed. With no television, no radio and no one to talk to, she needed to find ways to keep herself occupied when Mac was gone. She wanted to contribute, even though he wasn’t keeping her around for her housekeeping skills.
It surprised her that he’d let her stay after she’d revealed her past to him last night. A stupid decision on her part; honesty was a luxury she couldn’t afford. He could have thrown her out and she wouldn’t have blamed him – who wanted to live with a common whore? Of what use was her body to him when it was tainted, perhaps unclean? Her confession had tarnished her only asset and she cursed herself for the misstep. What had possessed her to tell him the truth, when there were so many lies that would have been just as believable?
Mac had accepted the news calmly, even kindly. He’d conceded that everyone does what they have to do in order to survive; that he was certainly in no position to judge her; that the past is in the past. He hadn’t seemed resentful even though she’d promised to obey him and hadn’t even kept her word for one day. He’d slept in the single bed, but put out sheets so the couch was comfortable for her.
He hadn’t asked her too many questions and seemed content not to pry. But the damage was done. It remained to be seen how high a price she would pay for her honesty.
She finished with the bed, then set about learning her new living space – working her way slowly through the one-room apartment with her hands and feet. She began in the kitchen, finding the sink, stove and fridge; memorizing which cupboard held the glasses and the plates; which drawer escort bayan taksim held the cutlery. From there she taught herself the rest of the apartment. How many steps from the couch to the bed, from the bed to the washroom? Where were the obstacles and hazards? An hour later she had everything mapped out in her mind.
She sat cross-legged on the couch, taking in the muted sounds from the other apartments, the voices and bumps and the hiss of the plumbing. It had started raining again and errant drops pelted the windows. She thought of Mac outside in the cold rain, combing the streets for a job. He’d be wet, chilly and irritable when he returned. Another opportunity for her to prove her worth to him, to earn her keep for another day.
With nothing to do until his return, she pulled the sheet over her and fell asleep on the couch.
She heard him on the stairs as he approached and could guess his mood by his slow pace – he was dragging himself up the steps more than he was climbing them. Not the gait of a man with good news.
She hurried to unlock the door for him. She’d showered and used Mac’s razor to shave herself. Aden had insisted that she keep her sex smooth – he claimed that men prefer a bare pussy – and even though she no longer belonged to her former pimp, the lesson had stuck. She still wore Mac’s t-shirt but she had tied the bottom off in a knot just above her navel, leaving her hips, thighs and legs bare.
“Welcome back,” she purred as he walked in.
He stopped inside the door and she could almost feel his hungry gaze on her. She turned a slow circle giving him a full view of what was on offer.
“Jesus,” he said, his voice an appreciative whisper.
“Do you see anything you want? It’s all yours, you know. Say the word,” she said, facing him again and absently trailing her fingernails over the smooth skin just above her sex.
She heard him kick off his shoes and the rustle of clothing being removed – a tie, button-up shirt, pants – and the crinkle of a shopping bag falling to the floor. She stood and awaited him.
She knew to let the man take the lead and to accept his will, however unpleasant. She didn’t think he was the type to punish disobedience as Aden had, but Mac was her best option right now and she had good reason to make sure his needs were fully satisfied.
She felt Mac step in close. He gently brushed a stray lock of hair away from her eyes. She hoped he wouldn’t kiss her. Kissing was uncomfortable and intimate in a way that blow jobs weren’t. A kiss felt like a lie, like a promise she had no way of keeping.
“My hands are a little cold,” he said.
“Not mine,” she reached out and quickly found his cock with her hands, “Do you want to sit, or stand?”
“What’s easiest for you?” he asked.
It was an absurd, irrelevant question – one she heard often in one form or another from men seeking to assuage their own conscience.
With an eager moan, she lowered herself to her knees, never letting his cock escape her skillful grasp. She began by pressing hot, gentle kisses to his scrotum, then bathing it in long, wet licks. He exhaled in a contented sigh.
“Hard day?” she asked, then stroked her tongue slowly up the length of his erect shaft.
“No one hiring,” he said. She could hear lust mixed with bitterness in his voice, and was determined to erase the bitterness.
She took him in her mouth, sliding her lips slowly down his cock until it touched the back of her throat, then pulling back halfway before plunging down again. Long hours of practice had made her a master of her craft, though she took no particular pride in it. It was a necessary skill, nothing more than that.
His hands were in her hair again, touching and stroking but not pulling. He rocked his hips forward to meet her down-stroke but didn’t thrust into her throat aggressively. He was gentle and she appreciated that about him – experience had taught her that men tended to be as rough as they thought they could get away with.
“Tomorrow, I bet,” she said as she came up for air, then engulfed him again.
“No one’s going to hire an ex-con,” he said, then gasped as she took him in deep. All trace of bitterness was gone from his voice; it was all lust now.
She pulled back and began a series of wet licks up and down the length of his erection.
“In this apartment, you’re not an ex-con. You’re the king, the master,” she said in a breathy whisper, “You can have anything you want. Just tell me what it is and I’ll do it. Command me.”
It surprised her how easily the words were coming. She didn’t even have to think; the words seemed to weave themselves together without any effort on her part. It helped that they were true enough.
“Faster,” he urged.
She picked up the pace, abandoning her teasing and focusing on the speed and friction of her thrusts, making her lips a tight ring around his shaft. In moments she felt him groan and tighten, felt him swell and spasm in her mouth. She moaned in simulated gratitude şişli escort bayan and swallowed his cum, stroking her tongue along the underside of his cock to prolong his orgasm and capture every drop of semen.
They moved to his single bed. He lay on his back and she straddled his waist facing him. Her shirt was discarded on the floor next to his and he squeezed and caressed her breasts as she ran her fingernails lightly over his hairy chest.
This part was less familiar to her; the after-sex stroking and touching. Most often the man just pulled on his clothes and left. The transaction completed, nothing further was usually required.
But of course Mac wasn’t leaving. Neither was she, if she played things right.
She didn’t know what to say so she was silent, letting him take the lead. He seemed to enjoy her breasts despite – or perhaps because of – their small size. His fingers pinched and rubbed her nipples. She didn’t mind; his hands were warm now and his touch was gentle. There was no arousal, but she had to admit that the sensation of his hands on her was a pleasant one.
“I plan to take you shopping this evening,” he said, “Wally’s is having a sale.”
“It’s a second-hand clothing store. Not too fancy, but for now it’s the best I can do.”
An uneasy feeling began to form in the pit of her stomach. She tried to pin it down but the cause eluded her.
“Don’t worry about me. I can wear anything…or nothing. Besides, it’s raining,” she said.
“Not raining too bad. It’s a good idea for you to have clothes. What if we ever went out someplace?”
Went out? Something inside her recoiled at the thought.
“I don’t even have any shoes,” she said, trying to keep her tone light and not argumentative. Aden would have slapped her for even that much.
“I picked some up at the Dollar-Plus on the way home. They’re not great, but they should do until we get to Wally’s.”
“I don’t…have any underwear,” she said, her voice in full protest now. Her stroking had stopped and her forearms were pressed tightly against her chest. Her body felt cold. Mac’s hands drifted down to her hips.
“I’m sure no one will notice.”
“Hey, didn’t you say ‘anything’ I wanted?” he asked, his voice teasing.
“Y…yes, anything. Anything at all,” she said, but the confidence was gone from her voice. Anxiety had taken hold and she felt her heart thumping in her chest. She couldn’t argue, couldn’t disobey him. Not for the second night in a row, not with so much riding on her holding his attention and favour. She slowly climbed off the bed. “I’ll get dressed.”
As she felt for her shirt, her legs were rubbery. She was sweating despite her chill and the unease in her stomach had bloomed into nausea. Mac handed her some track pants and she put them on, pulling the drawstring tight around her narrow waist.
She tried to focus, to regain her composure. After everything she’d survived from Aden – and from Gammage – surely she could handle a simple trip to a store! But the thought of her two tormenters brought on an almost crippling wave of fear. More than fear. Terror.
Her new shoes were ill-fitting and at least a size too big but Mac had been right – they would be serviceable enough. He helped her on with a heavy sweater to ward off the autumn weather, but inside she was ice-cold. She began to shiver.
He led her out of the apartment and she heard him lock up, felt his hand holding her left arm just above the elbow. They were in the stairwell and their footsteps seemed to echo loudly as they descended to street level.
Something was very wrong. She was going to throw up, or pass out. With every step a palpable horror seemed to tighten its grip, squeezing her ribcage until she couldn’t breathe.
And then they were at street level and Mac pushed open the door. The cold air, the sound of the rain, the smell of the wet city – just like that night in the alley. And those monsters were both still out there somewhere. Aden and Gammage. She didn’t know what they looked like – by the time she’d met Aden her fading sight had rendered him blurry and indistinct – and Mac didn’t remember them. They could be standing right next to her unseen. But they would know her. They’d be looking for her. And they’d be enraged.
Then somehow she was on her side in the stairwell, curled up. Mac was saying something, his voice close to her ear. All she wanted was to get back to the apartment. She felt hands on her shoulders and she squealed and kicked with her legs and lashed out with her arms. Someone grabbed one wrist. She drew breath to scream but a thick hand clamped over her mouth, muffling the sound. She fought desperately but something encircled her waist and lifted her. The hand was stifling her, suffocating her. She fought hard. There were no thoughts, only a desperate need to escape. To return to the apartment. Where was Mac? She whimpered, hoping he would help her. She couldn’t breathe…
“Nadja?” She heard his voice then. She was on her back, rough carpet underneath her. Around her was only Mac’s voice and the muted sounds and musty scents of the apartment. She tried to move but couldn’t; her arms were pinned to her sides and Mac’s partial weight pressed down on her chest. She lay still. He removed his hand from her mouth.
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